Hi all:
I'm not really sure what to write, I feel like so much has happened but that the days are just way too long to remember anything that did. :) My teaching has gotten SO MUCH BETTER! It is insane how quickly you can learn when you are focused and have nothing to worry about but the gospel and teaching people. I love love love missionary work! I hope I keep this enthusiasm when I get home. I am coming to understand the gospel so much more and I hope that never stops. Now I understand what Elder Holland meant when he said that "you will be your first convert." I'm becoming truly converted to this gospel as I learn more about the Savior and his purpose. We are so loved. I hope everyone can feel that.
This week I have learned a lot about loving your investigators and essentially all of God's children. I have such a beautiful calling to go out and help the people of San Diego feel of their savior's transforming love. I cannot wait to have real experiences, but for now the role playing with our teachers and the other missionaries are feeling pretty real. It is also a nice assurance that I'm not teaching false doctrine to anyone real. The most important thing I'm learning is that you have to know someone and their needs before you can teach them. Everyone NEEDS the gospel in their life, a relationship with their Heavenly Father, and to read the Book of Mormon, but WHY do they WANT to? That is the true question. Sister Mattson and I have learned a ton together and I will be really sad to say goodbye to her and the other two sisters next Tuesday when I leave for San Diego. I can't believe we only have a week left! I'm really going to miss all the personal study time and the district full of people that I get along with and that are all at the exact same point that I am. It's nice to have that support.
I wish I had more to say, but honestly the days are all meshing together and I can't keep time straight. Our 16 hour days are long but wonderful. We spend about 7 hours in class a day and about 3 hours studying on our own. Yet, we have a lot of fun too! We found the magical pine tree that smells like Cream soda. Except sometimes it smells like creamscicles and other days it smells like butterscotch...no joke! The sisters have picked up on my "you little jerk" and ask me to say it all the time. :) (That was for you chels!) We checked our vents phil, nothing but a bunch of swedish fish. The Elders in our Zone have this tradition where they pass down a hannah montana laundry bag each week as an award of some sort...so funny. We also play rigorous games of 4-square every day. The elders are pretty great at taking it easy on us girls but they can get really intense. It takes me back to elementary. We find ways to keep it fun. It really is so great!
My new favorite book in the BOM is ALMA. I LOVE LOVE Alma 22 or wherever it is when Aaron is teaching King lamoni's father and he offers a beautifully hope filled prayer with real intent. He's so willing to give up all of his sins if God will let him know he is there. I love the Book of Mormon and all the other scriptures. I hope that I never lose sight of how precious it is to know what I know. I am a daughter of God and he loves me so much. He has blessed my life tremendously and I hope that you are all recognizing that in your lives as well. He loves his children (us) so much. Never forget that love. Pray to him often. Don't let the Savior's sacrifice go to waste. Let him succor you.
Love you always! Sorry this was so scattered!
P. S. What did the green grape say to the purple grape?
BREATHE!
My teacher asked for a joke, no one gave hime one, so I did and he didn't think it was funny! We love giving our teacher's a hard time...we're a big happy family.